Abyss - Random Thoughts


      
        A sense of emptiness erudes my mind every now and then.Life seems to be a painful mystery and a beautiful miracle.Mystery that it came out of nothing.With just two resources ,time and space god has spinned this whole earth in his hands and continues to spin.With just an atom he has built all those on earth,using different combinations and quantity.Its amazing that the fingers which type this blog are not really solid, that they are made of cells which inturn are made of atoms which in turn contain protons,electrons and neutrons with a lot of empty space between them!...

That i didnt create myself leaves out any question of having full control of my life yet hands over the responsibility of it to me......

Every individual is so unique that in his/her originality they add up to the beauty of nature but ego steps in and searches for false identity.As i write this too my ego is scared that i am getting into an unknown territory and going deep within.But my search would continue not as a stereotypic spiritual search abandoning earthly life but as a balance between both.There is some niche in life which only i would be able to fill and i believe every individual has the same responsibility.Being myself and exploring life is the only challenge before me...

There is none inferior or superior on this earth for a creative mind.All are just different and playing their own roles.Every face has two eyes,two ears,one nose and one mouth yet it looks so different.There had been,there are and there are going to be trillions of faces.Every voice arises out of vibration in the throat yet they are so unique.Everyone has their own gait and own mannerism.God is too creative.The abyssmal depth of his creations will continue to give bliss to any open mind....

.A small sperm and a small egg starts a human life and withers out after a few decades.All drama will be for a limited time....

All pain is egoistic.It is ego which seeks power,money beyond need and recognition.A man of high self esteem does not need any to cover up his weak ego..

I cannot blame anyone for any of my situations.I have the responsibility.That i would die oneday invigorates the mystery....

There is probably a limit to what the human mind can comprehend.The creator could not have instilled a more intelligent memory in his creations than himself.No matter how much we evolve there would be a lot many things beyond our grasp and comprehension.Does it mean life is meaningless,just an illusion?...

There is every possibility that there are millions of earths out there and millions of universes.Who knows?...

My idea of good and bad,right and wrong are all based on my acquired knowledge and experiences which can never be complete.I will be always be inferior to some and always be superior to some, by earthly standards ofcourse....

So what is the purpose of life.If it is just an illusion then what is the meaning in making a living.I dont know....

But onething is for sure.
God's creativity gives bliss.I would just spend my life exploring it!!

Natpu kaditham

From

     Vijay Sahaya Raja,
     Your Friend,
     Friendship Street,
     Friends Colony,
     Life-000 001

To

     All Friends,
     Friendship Street,
     Friends Colony,
     Life-000 001

Dear Friends,

     Sub:- Friendship week greetings - reg

          With reference to friendship week,I would like to thank all of you friends for influencing and shaping my life.

Please find below my 'Ode For Friendship'

Dear dear friends!!


Without you guys i would not be what i am now.
Without you guys i wouldnt even be sane
You wouldnt neglect me for my weaknesses.
You wouldnt isolate me for my strengths.


All it matters is that i am your friend
All it matters is that i am a part of your life
I see a part of myself in my close friends
May be thats what makes friends close friends

.......

Ma gives unconditional love
Pa gives conditional love
Bro gives respectful love
Sis gives sweet love
Dude you dont give
You let me find love

.......

I would like to name a few
Yet scared that might leave a few
Whatever lemme not keep any due
You all give me my life's view

.......
If ever my ego let you down
Lemme bend with my knees down
Am just another human being
Perfect not as a spiritual being

.........

I need you all as long as i live
Without you all my life would be still
May be i am reserved
In my heart though for you i have seats reserved

.........
I may not be in touch with you
But the gentle touch you made in my life
Would always remain as my wife

..............

If College life the epitome of friendship acts
There did silently i enjoy your friendships
A few were hard friends
Few soft
Few always smiled
Few didnt have to smile
All was understood

.....

The midnight tea
Valli bakery chats
Birthday cracks
Evening cricket
Noisy classes
Mokka Mokkkais
Hearty laughs
Messy mess
I miss them all
I wouldnt want them back
For how much can one owe Life
Whatever lies ahead lemme face with straight head

Dear dudes let me sign off
You all made/make my life wonderful
Thank you all
Happy Friendship Week
.......

Also,
PFA my greetings with this letter :-)



Regards,
Vijay,
Your Friend


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